This Always Happens to me.......

It seems like forever since I visited here... and while its only been two weeks a lifetime seems to have passed.

My Workmans comp claim was denied.... for anything above the medical bills.....and my provider, who is a fantastic FNP, is no longer qualified to be my provider for workmans comp.
I guess I could hire a lawyer....but for what.... they will not pay the first three days off...and that is all I took. Sigh.... I still can't help but feel like they OWE ME...something.... but...that feeling and 3.65 will get you a mocha at Starbucks.....

But in some ways.....it has given me much......

That and His fear of surgery.....

We are still in the gym every other day....and I'm adding a few extra days starting this week....I can feel the strain in my neck creeping in.... so I need to revisit what I learned from the PT's. As far as the man..... I am so amazed.... he feels and looks so much better.... and is almost up to 25 minutes ....without rest.... he wants to do other stuff...but I have been pretty tough on him.... walk first, the other will come. I am so very proud of him.... and proud of me too.... I need to step on a scale one of these days....but this is not about losing the weight, tho' I would not complain.

As for the football season....sigh..... it ended on a high note for me.... the Pat's got BEAT !!! BEAT BAD.... ( we won't talk about the green and gold).....

now ...just waiting for Spring.... warmer a bit this week, but the mountains have over 144 inches of snow..... part of me wishes we had a vehicle that could take me to the snow for afternoon..... but...sigh.... the Solstice is NOT designed for snow !!!

I am such an addict to the masses..... I have started reading the new Oprah Book Club Book.... not impressed yet.... maybe I am not open to the awakening..... as Tolle states....."This book is about you. It will change your state of consciousness or it will be meaningless. It can only awaken those who are ready."..... I feel ready, but am not sure. so.... read I will....and if I am awakened.... I will be a better person ( I hope) and if I am not ready, I pray for the guidance to recognize when I am ready and I will re-read.

2008 hopes to be a good year for me.... life has been steady, quiet, improving, loving..... maybe that is what I really need to heal my soul..... it feels right somehow. No chaos.... just.....life.....