One year....
What a year....
The best of friends and family.... You know I love you. You know you held me and held me up when I did not believe I could go on.
Oldest of friends... Newest of friends... you all make a difference everyday in my life.
Miracles happen...The last year proved that to me... Angi is one, The newest Fromm-Gilbertson is one, Charlene..... Ghana....
Happiness happens...Ross and Sam, The Gilbertsons, Ron and Cheri,
Life changes...we do not pretend to know why...new people come into our lives for reasons, but we will never forget those who have left this world.... this week is filled with the memories of those who have left. Ted, Joe, Mom..... one a year for the past three years...
I am the one who marks time by memorable dates.... I am the one who cries when she hears a song that reminds her of those who she loves or loved.
I am one of those who still hurts every day....
I miss him so much.... I feel like I am still dying every day. Does this pain ever stop??? is today the worst???
Will the nightmares ever end? Will I ever stop hearing the sound ?
How do you go on pretending?? I am tired.
Ted... I love you.....
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