There comes a time....

There comes a time in life, when you walk away from all the drama and people who create it. Surround yourself with people who make you laugh, forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right. Falling down is part of life, getting back up...... is living.

I really need to live this !! I am tired of the drama that has surrounded my life. I need to live my life, not fill in the space in someone elses. If that means living it without a life partner, then so be it.

I feel like some people I have encountered thinks my needs are selfish and self serving. Maybe they are. But I have always been willing to share and compromise. Anyone who really knows me understands that my basic makeup is that of being the ultimate pleas er. Years of training under my mom, whether I obtained her approval or not, I have always been driven to please those people in my life. That is why I make a great employee and a lousy boss. Why I make a great caregiver and a lousy patient. Why I make a great wife and a lousy girlfriend.
Now there are some in my life who might raise an eyebrow to this. I also,have been trained and treated like a special little sister who was told to expect to depend on and trust above all else her three big brothers. They have taken that to the nth degree...spoiling me even when I did not need it or deserve it.

So...good bye drama, hello Joy and happiness. I am picking myself .... and ONLY myself back up and living... the rest of you.... pick yourselves up! YOU DESERVE IT, TOO.