While the rainy dark days of January are generally good for us of the night shift persuasion, I am already really hating this !!!
Every year, I remind myself that July and August are lovely here. My wallpaper is a bright sunshiny day with flowers overcrowding their containers and my dog barking at me taking his photo. ( I'll add it to here tomorrow when I am at home) ..... it is the only thing keeping me going through the gloom of 4 inches of rain since January 1 !
The mountain loving types are thriving on a snowfall already over 150% of normal.... I think that relates to some 100 inch base and an estimate of 4 feet of new snow by Tuesday. I however am a true lowlander and see no desire to trek to snow. I grew up in snow country...it does little to excite me.
I had my Independent Psych evaluation for the Workman's comp claim. I think he thought that I am your typical overachieving health care worker who needs to take more time for herself and her family..... but no real recommendations. However, I do wish there was something I could do about the nightmares. They started as dreams, but have turned even more bizarre than normal.... I remember only bits and pieces ( as i guess is normal with dreams) but the parts that wake me up are really getting terrifyingly odd. If they do not get better, I suppose I need to talk to someone about them..... who will probably tell me not to eat liverwurst sandwiches before sleeping, or heaven forbid getting off night shift. Though in all reality the nightmares are way worse than the day mares of this day sleeper. I also do wonder if some of this is really SAD. that could explain a lot of what I am feeling in general.
Thankfully someone at work is kicking me in the ass about getting me in gear on a few of my projects..... I will get things done this weekend.... well what is left of it....but the man is so much more helpful these days !! YEAH !!
so...rain go away I am ready to celebrate and you are just to gloomy.....
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