Well, this is how this usually pan out for me. I have great expectations. Super plans... good intentions. and then find the same repetitive thoughts in my head, and decide not to write.
so what are those thoughts?
I am back in the PICU. The rotation has brought me back... and I LOVE IT !!! I could not be happier. I feel like I really am valued and that I am heard. I get to do what I was trained to do. It makes me certain of the change requested is the exact right thing to do.
I haven't given up on YOGA.. proud of myself. No less than 2 days a week... often three. It feels so good.
and I haven't given up on training. I donot like the core work, but the swimming , walking even the biking feels so good. and I look better. My body is changing... finally in a good way. Loosing the belly makes me feel like this is really worth it. I never started this for my body... I did it to keep my body moving. To stay alive. This is not a training for an event it is training for life. I am really proud of myself.
My brain is on overdrive.... I think I need this yoga that I talked myself into.
next week is Colorado !! So excited. Jen and I with her mini me... skating, X games, ULLR. and Glenwood Springs for swimming and tubbing.
work changes, always.... training.... eating....
Living
... I am in such a good place right now.
I BELIEVE....
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