Yes....I threw caution to the win and called the gentleman in the Toyota Truck.....
seems like a nice man... we are meeting for coffee... possibly this weekend. This all seems so surreal to me. I explained briefly that my life was very complicated right now.... he did not seem phased... I did find out he is 47... not bad..he was sweet.... wondered how i possibly could have been married for almost 30 years.... actually made me laugh.... " what did he marry you when you were 8"... flattery will get a man far in this world.
It still feels nice to be noticed...but really...its been 30 years since I dated.... and seeing how Ted and I met, and were married in under 9 months I am not sure i can even count dating him....
anyway.... we'll see....
otherwise... life goes on... too many things to do...not enough time... furniture is still not here... grrrr... and i apparently have a sewer drainage problem...
have to make a decision on the furnace and getting ready for a holiday in ASPEN....
I have learned so much about myself in the last few weeks.... How little I really knew about many things.... how dependant I had become on Ted for keeping my life running smoothly and on the other hand.... how strong I can be.
I still cry every day.... I miss him so much... his funny little jokes, his soft smile when I wake up.... and of course his piercing blue eyes....
sigh,.... I have said this so many times in the last few weeks.... one thing this year has taught me ...life is short... so take chances...make your self happy and be good to others.... you never know....
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