Staying strong...for now....

I am really trying...

So far it hasn't been too hard... except that I talk about it to Jennifer all the time... she sees me weakening.... I have to stay strong when it matters.

Give me strength....

It just sucks.... that I really like him...I miss alot of what we shared...I miss him.

BUT>.... can I ever get back the trust, the caring... and not wonder.

I know the first few weeks. months probably even a year would be easy. He will have to do things to prove to himself and others that he is back on the "right side'.... it will be when things go not so good.

I would love to know what it was.... I think I have figured it out. I know it is not me, was not me.... does that make it better or worse?

sigh.....

Now.... Trends is the next two days....
registration is up, vendors are better than we thought. Good signs for a successful conference.... and in many ways given that educational conferences in DEC -Jan-Feb even May were still hurting for registrants and support from the industry, hoping this is a slight sign the economy is recovering. for everyone.

Meantime Tropical Storm Fred is in the Atlantic... after Danny blowing by and missing my family....I hope Fred does the same.... just blow a little wind and move on and leave things as they should be...weather here should be grand.....good time to get some stuff done... alone if need be!!

Later